Sunday, February 18

In a little while we leave for the airport. Conny is still sleeping while I finish the last few bits of packing. I hate to wake her up. I would much rather get back into bed, lay beside her and hold her. Instead, I have to pull her from her peaceful, adorable bliss, so I can leave her for another stretch of weeks.

Ugh.

I'll miss Munich, I'll miss Ivy the Bunny, I'll miss her great friends and her adorable parents too. Most of all, though, I will miss her. This past week has been overwhelming. To be invited so warmly into her life, and made to feel so welcome, so much of a part of who she is, is almost enough to make my heart burst.

I know this. I'll be back. And, I will see the woman I love again. Not soon enough, but soon.

Danke Conny.



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