How'd that happen?

Warning: Sex talk ahead.

It may have been a first. I'm pretty sure it was a first. If it wasn't a first, it was the first time in at least fifteen years. So either it's a real first, or practically a first. I didn't think a guy my age would ever do it, really.

She even joked about it before it happened.

I guess I should explain, first.

Conny's been calling the shots since shortly before we left for Munich. I've been wearing a collar, so I do what she says. One of the games we both really enjoy is extended teasing. That's where she gets me really worked up without any relief, for a long time. We do lots of very sexual stuff, and she'll get me in all in a lather, but I'm not allowed to have an orgasm. Or, she simply makes sure that I can't. Eventually I get some relief, maybe after a few days of this, and it's mindblowing.

Not for everyone, I know. What can I say? It's clear I'm not wired a typical way.

What makes this even worse/better, is I'm an easy mark for her. She knows all my buttons, and some of them require almost no effort on her part. She can even get me crazy when we're taking a tram, or on a plane, and no one is the wiser. No one but me and her, that is. We both love it because it makes her feel very powerful and it makes me feel very vulnerable and under her control. It also makes us both horny as hell. Not so bad for her, because she can put me to work making sure she has a great time... Which gets me going even more... Which gets her going even more... You can see where the cycle can get pretty intense.

We had been playing this game for awhile now. Longer than we usually do. After a few days, my engine is running at a pretty high idle. It had been over a week of this, so it's not a huge surprise that I'd have some pretty sexual dreams.

Very sexual dreams.

Like dreams where you dream you have an orgasm. Except you don't just dream it. Ooops.

Sure enough, when I woke up, thinking "Wow, that was a really vivid dream," it suddenly occured to me. Shit. I think I had a wet dream. Pretty easy to confirm this... Oh, yuck. Oh crap.

When I lifted the sheets to see the damage, Conny looked over and thought at first I had wet the bed. I know the bathroom is down the hall a ways, but really... At least my bladder has some control. When she realized what it was, she started to laugh.

She had made a comment a few days ago warning me, kiddingly, not to have any wet dreams. I thought at the time, "like that'll ever happen." Guess she was right. Now I have gone much longer between orgasms. Not often, mind you, because I'm a big believer in self-service, but for various reasons I've abstained for several weeks at a time. So it wasn't just the time involved. It was what she was doing to me that caused it. It was her power over me.

Even though she got a big kick out of it, we both felt a little cheated. Me especially. Dreaming about an orgasm is not the same thing as actually having it. And she was having fun with me being so on edge... And to top it all off, I get punished for it! And we start over!

But this time, after a few days, looks like I have to sleep with the chastity device on. Hopefully that'll buy me some time.
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